HEY PEOPLE.

guess what? it's 12.37 am now.

i'm really tired.
i think i'm past tired.

i'm TRYING to study. i really am.
i think i've said this before, but don't u think time passes too quickly? like...a whirlwind? =/

lalala let's talk about other things=)

i really can't wait until exams are over.
cos that's when i can finally feel free from all this...crap.
and PLAY=D
yeah that's what i want to do.
and i've been trying to motivate myself with all the thing's i'm going to do after these exams...

omg. i just need to get past geog and hist exams, and then i can breathe a tiny bit easier.
that's not to say that i still won't be suffocating under the amount of hw/assignments/crap that we have got to do ON TOP of studying for exams.

sigh. don't u LOVE those teachers who turn up 20min late and shove a big pile of hw in your face? even when exams are like, oh, next week?

i haven't even started on physics/bio/mep yet. arghhhhh.



lol i just realised this post is like a continuous stream of thought.
a continuous stream of thoughts with very conflicting emotions.
i think being past tired makes me slaphappy=/

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another thought just occured to me. i can't wait for changmai=)
there's nothing as uplifting as realising i'm going for a mission trip during the holidays=)


it's going to be 1am soon. i'm still past tired. still very slaphappy.
it's amazing that my thoughts are cohesive right now.
sigh. i should sleep. or study.

=/


vicky.

oh hello=)

its...2am plus in the morning and i just finished my chinese compo! =)
and i decided to blog. yep.

i bet one day i'm going to like sleep from 6am all the way to 3pm if i keep this bad habit up=( but oh well.

hm.
a lot of stuff has happened i guess.

- i went for this most awesome trip to malaysia for ROCs. =D well. i think it didn't really achieve its purpose, cos i came back not knowing much, and the trip was super unorganised, but i really had lots of fun=) and i got to know more people in class, which is gooood=DD
and i think 2T bonded. which is also goood=)

- after that, i had to prepare for my piano exam. that meant forcing myself into seclusion to practice the piano every day. ^-^
so basically i was trying to be a hermit all the way until 11 june, which is the day of my exam. sigh.
and i guess the practice paid off.

i mean originally i was really scared. since this was actually a retake of an exam that i failed, after one years' preparation.
and now, i only had less than one month to do so?
what's more, that failure had shaken my confidence. it was the first ever major exam i have ever failed, and it was a music exam. which is smth i should be better at than some other subjects.

but you know, God gave me confidence.
and for that i am really really really thankful.
=)

so you know, exam went hopefully well enough=)
the examiners gave nicer comments this time at least.
hopefully i'll pass=D

- i went to universal studios on the tuesday after that! =)
it was really awesome=)
and i discovered that i'm not really afraid of roller coasters any more!
maybe cos i'm now older^-^
i'm still not going on to a 360 degree one though.

the best ride is the revenge of the mummy!
i actually rode it 3 times with my sister. and it was really awesome.
so go ride it, if you would actually get a chance to be there.

actually universal studios is quite small.
buuuutt if you want to ride all the rides and stuff, you should spend at least a full day there.
and i think we're quite lucky to go there on a tuesday cos the next day the rain was pouring like crazy.

so yeah. go universal studios!

- now its all about handbells.
sigh i have handbell practice from monday to friday on the last week.
the concert is coming really soon!

hopefully i can finish my homework?
i have a lot left...
my chinese teacher and my english teacher gave the most work=(
it's sad.



vicky.

okay. so i probably shouldn't update.
since exams are coming soon =X

but idk. just felt like blogging.
and i don't think anyone would bother reading this right now.
so its good=)
i can rant without feeling guilty.


let's see. there are a lot of things i hate.
i hate april.
i hate being fustrated.
i hate not understanding things.
i hate hearing your stupid, overbearing, domineering, affected voice ringing in my ears.
i hate not being able to express the feelings of hate and disgust when i hear the stupid, overbearing, domineering, affected voice. which is hard, since well, its ringing in my ears.
i hate the fact that you think you are so superior, you have the right to look down on everybody else.
i hate that i am sometimes treated like i'm invisible. like. hello. i'm alive.
i hate having to face every monday and wednesday knowing that everyone is going to be scolded harshly by mrs au.
i hate feeling like a piece of dirt.
i hate knowing that my yamaha exam is in june. which leaves me about. oh let's see. less then 1 month after exams.
i hate wondering if i'm going to fail.
i hate failing.
i hate work.
i hate the fact that i'm going to graduate from ssac in june. or is it july? =/
i hate knowing the fact that some people aren't what they seem.
i hate chinese.
i hate doubting.
i hate being stressed out by exams.

i just want certain people to just go away, leave me alone so i can ignore them forever and not see their obnoxious faces again.



okay. bye.
i'll post something less angry. soon. maybe?

heeeeeeey!!!!
basically i've been in a really really good mood this week. =D
haha. cos tomorrow is SATURDAY! =DDD

heh. anyways.

i'm gonna try talking about everything i wanna talk about today. hm.

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the first 2 weeks of sch isn't that bad. =) in fact this week was AWESOME! =D
though its probably just me. =)

but seriously though, it just feels like a continuation of sec 1...a really long year.
i mean, 2009 was a whirlwind, and the people in my class didn't change at all...
u just walk in, sit down, and wait for the lesson to begin...=/


anyways, my teachers are pretty good i guess. they TEACH. unlike certain teachers last year.
and my form teacher is ohsoeffiecient at admin stuff! =) happypappy.
but she's pretty slow at math. heheheh.
(digressing: i'm gonna get zeeero for my pre-assessment test 2 ><) mdm neo is my coform and hmt teacher. sigh. anyways. on to more cooler stuff. like my new year resolutions! which are late yes i know.

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1. be more...initiative? =D
cos i'm a really passive person...i seriously won't offer ANY help or suggestions unless u ask for it. (cos my motto is matthew7:7. hee.)

2. wash my face till it's blemish free. =)

3. draw a timetable. and solve all my horrible time-management problems.

4. skinnier

5. improve my chinese! especially oral chinese. ><

6. STOP being so addicted to youtube! and sneaking online. like...what i'm doing now.

7. get highest for chem again? =) i'll be really really happy if that happens.
(haha nerdy resolution)

8. transcribe sky within a pocket!

9. be myself.
stop trying to idk. be so...sheeplike?
i really want to live for myself. not for others.
i want to be known as victoria. or vicky. or wtv.
not tagged as "somebody's sister" or "somebody's friend".
=/ i mean, hello. i'm an individual.

10. out of resolutions....write a song? o.0 i'll be so proud of myself if that EVER happens.


sigh. sorry for the emo #9. =)
kay i'm gonna end here. buhbye..=DDD

can't wait for tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH WAIT before i forget...
tomorrow ftc is gonna be at ion!!!
i wanna be there!! ><>

omg! i haven't posted for so long!! sorry!!!! =D
anyways as usual i have so much things that i want to say. hm.

[EDIT: really fangirly post...u can avoid reading this if u want to]
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today i was watching this show on okto with my brother...called the band. =D

its like..wow...they didn't get child actors this time. =D
anyways, there's this guy in the show called wei wen (or For This Cycle)...and he's so cute! =DDDDDD


i like him! =D just don't like his piercings though. heh.



and i just found out that he's only freaking 16 years old and is a singer-songwriter!!!!!
=D omg. omg. omg.
he can SING! and WRITE SONGS! and PLAYS THE GUITAR! <3333

JUST LOOK!

wait, u can't see his face. oh well. =/

and he lived in places like the states and taiwan too. =D
kay shall stop obesessing now.
hee.

don't u realise i always seem to like guys that can write songs and play the guitar?=D
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my mind is suddenly blank now...forgot what i wanted to say...
oh yes! xiu! (I still like him!)<-kay, that makes me sound like a twotimer. =D

u know the tw show i've been watching? yeah...it's gonna end soon. hope the ending doesn't suck >< cos tw shows are usually like that.

but THE NEXT EPISODE IS GOING TO BE SO AWESOME! i've been waiting for this for 46 eps!
I CAN'T WAIT TILL SATURDAY!!!!!
until then, i'm going to be in a very happy mood. =D

i'm so happy until i smile whenever i think of the episode.


okaaay...i think i really sound like a fangirl. =D
oh wait. i AM a fangirl. =)

kay...moving on...

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you know what? i think i should just end here for today. since i have too much work.
which is
really
really bad.


v i c k y.

i'm back!!!!!! =D
after one week of no internet, i'm home...

yay. so tired. reached home at 7am, kind of ate breakfast while falling asleep, showered, turned the computer on...
and have been using it ever since. haha. i just can't let it go.

BEIJING WAS

AWESOME.
i mean, though the p5 trip to perth was WAY cooler, but this trip was really really awesome.
i'm gonna miss beijing. =(
i'm gonna miss the snow, D=
the cold,
the little orange hearts on the roadsides (though janessa don't think they look like hearts),
the romantic looking trees (especially when coated in a thin layer of snow),
breathing out mist when i go 'ahhhhhhhh',
singing a random chinese song with natalie when we took the chair lift up to the great wall,
the way we all went 'oooh...aaahhhh....'@ lenovo,
high5ing when someone says something lame (-.-),
shouting 'we started it!' while everyone else says 'here!',
taking lots and lots of pics with awesome people^-^

idk. gonna miss everything in beijing. except maybe the toilets and the stomach aches.
i'll post about everthing soon.
right now i feel like sleeping.

i owe wen jen and berenice $.
i need to pay them soon. ><


v i c k y.

lah lah. sleepy...
2 more days...2 more days...

i'm so freaking excited for beijing. haven't finished packing. =/

today i watched the jap version of hanakimi. =) 7 episodes. like woah.
so basically i ruined my eyesight today. =(
we're gonna live without our computers and stuff for one whole week!
and the next ep of k.o.3an guo is coming out on the day we're leaving. =(
btw, li wen is watching it now! awesome! =D

tomorrow, no wait, today, in 10 hours time, we're going to have a meeting.
which means i have to wake up early ><
oh well. bye. =)

hehe. short post.

v i c k y/-

woah haven't posted for a long time. o.0
i want to say so so much...but i don't think it can fit into one post...=/

ok...i haven't been posting cos of eoys...and right after that i decided to watch this AWESOME show.

K.O.3AN GUO!!!!!


(look at the guy who's below the guy with the weird pose! that's xiu!)

OMG!!!!!
rmb the time when i was totally crazy over x-family?

(omg u can see xiu here too!)

well, this is the sequel. so...duh...i'm crazy over it too. =)
actually x-family is still better. so if i'm so crazy over THIS show, imagine me 2 years ago when i watched x-family...

anyways, its still showing in taiwan. so i'm eagerly waiting for the next episode...>.<

andddd after watching this show, i've decided....
i'm seriously going to fall in love with a guy that can write love songs for me. =)
it would be the sweetest thing anyone could do for anybody.
too bad its not going to happen. nevermind. i shall keep waiting. =(

so for now i shall like this guy in the show called xiu<3.
he composed the music for gou ai! i've been singing it...a lot...and irritating people with my singing. for once. ^-^
its such an awesome song!

heh. and i influenced mengyu and her sister to watch x-family and k.o1(which is the prequel of x-family). whoots. =)
ok. shall stop going on about K.O.3an guo now...

hm. kays. school was over on friday!
the year really passed by so fast. yet i don't think much happened. i mean, 1T didn't bond. at all.

i'm happy with my exam results. =D i LOVE my physical science results.
but i don't think i would get my results (especially for geog and hist) without God's help.
really. God helped me. =)

what else...then we had lame activities...and then the end of year funfair!
not very fun...as usual.
me and natalie hid in the library for an hour! =DD and i watched my show. yep.
but we also played lah.
and then...the last day of school ended.

it didn't really feel like the last day of school actually. mostly because we had SOUNDS OF HOPE! =D which happened yesterday and saturday.
saturday's performance was delayed...we played card games while we waited! including bridge. =)
i saw adeline ushering!

sunday was really fun.
after church, my dad brought me to buy my beijing stuff!
so fun!!!! my jacket makes me look big and poofy. but its nice. =)
i can't wait to go beijing!!!! its so soon...friday...
it would be so sad if it was cancelled. it had better not be cancelled.

after that, we fetched my brother from tuition and i slept due to extreme tiredness.
woke up, went to school for sounds of hope again. =)
we had to put on makeup. >.<
seriously, i see the point of putting makeup, but i don't see the point of putting THICK makeup. i mean, the point of make up is to make you look natural on stage right? not like a person with thick makeup.
and you can't actually see our faces from afar (like the gallery)...so what's the point? =/

anyways, i think we played ok lah. just that the first few bars of under the sea...were pretty messed up. especially on sunday.
and i saw a lot more people on sunday too. like sian and sonica and carolyn...but i didn't see mr sieow and his friend. o.0 oh whatever.

bleh. can't wait for the next episode...and beijing. =)

v i c k y.

i want to go back to the past.

ok....so again. many things happened, and i didn't post.
funny how i'm posting on the day where eoys start. 0.o

okaaaaaaay, lets begin! =)
today was eng papers.

compo...i was so...ugh. T-T
ms ng doesn't even give us practices on compo, and she expects us to write one. for an EXAMM. and eoy exam too. ><

compre...was okay. =)

thennnn after that, me and natalie went to study at macs!
oh yeah. at first, natalie tried to be a rebel by not telling her parents she was going there. -.-


anyways, we saw annabelle there! and the stupid macs ppl placed my order @ natalie's counter, and placed HER order at another counter. so natalie got confused, and told them they got her order wrong.

so while the macs ppl changed the order, i just stood there. waiting. waiting. waiting.
and the mac person just kept on moving about restlessly, not doing anything. haha. she was probably wondering why i was staring at her wondering why she was doing nothing at all.

then finally she was like: may i help you?
and i was like -.-

SO, they FINALLY told me that natalie's order was at another counter and told me to go and EXCHANGE it with her, and they didn't want to even LISTEN to me when i said that she already made some other mac person exchange my order (which was @ her counter).

i wanted to explain but that the stupid mac person did listen. gah.

and then some kind soul next to me told them that they should just make a new one for me. since it was their fault.
omg, i felt SO relieved.
thank you kind soul. even though i didn't really thank you.
though technically it wasn't their fault. but they didn't listen to me. ><

and the mac person who served me looked cheesed off.
actually, she wasn't even happy when she asked me to order.

i don't like that place anymore. so...troublesome.

anyways. natalie wanted to prank call ppl. so she used my phone.
after prank calling...some ppl, she decided to prank call melissa. who didn't answer.
then she pranked called berenice. which FAILED. xD
then she prank called denise. which also FAILED. =)

and all 3 of them knew my number. -.-

anyways, then we went back to sch and study and stuff happened there.

basically we were not that productive.

but it was damn funny!!! =DDDDDD

oh wells. =))))) left at about 5 i think. =)


v i c k y.

Hello!
ok sorry haven't posted for a long time. almost a month.

hm. i want my ABRSM results!!!!
today during church, alina told me she knew her results, though not the comments, already from the abrsm website.
so i was pretty =D cos she took her exam after mine. so they should have posted the results.

then, after that, at music class, i told fang ning about it. since we took it on the same day. and just then, ms liang walked in. and she said we should go to the website to find our results.

heh. coincidental.

anyways. i'm about to die of suspense. cos though i have the applicant no, i don't have the password! ah! ><
i need to know!!!!!

and i really really really hope to get distinction. yet somehow in my head i know its not possible. =/
sigh. but still. i want to know.

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anyways. a lot of stuff happened during the time i didn't post...let me think. oh. aloud.

natalie didn't want to go. >< evil.
but i saw sarah there =) (and hundreds of church people).
brought along this gigantic sized domo so that my brother could run up and give to my sister after she performed. but he didn't -.- oh well.

if you don't know what domo is it looks like a big rectangular chocolate (i love chocolate! heheh hungry now.) coloured monster with a super big red unclosable mouth (which duh contains teeth) and small black beady eyes.
oh and don't forget the small little arms and legs! haha. maybe not so small.
oh and in the tv show, it cries/sweats/=teardrops= a lot and farts...pink...fart...
cute right? =) haha nvm. i know it sounds gross, but its CUTE! =D
and the one THAT IS MINE (its not hers yet!!!) right now has its eyes scotchtaped. i don't know why.

its mine until i give it to ruth for her bday. which is soon.
yay. joy oh joy.

on the subject of domo, my brother, whose bday is ALSO coming soon, wanted a domo too. so he has a minature domo. just that my dad bought the wrong one so my brother ended up with domo-shaped speakers. ^-^
but its huggable. sorta. heh.
rawr.
i want a domo too...

for xmas, i would super super grateful to the person who gives me a certain gigantic huggable toy! =)=)=) hinthint.
haha. or any gigantic huggable toy also can. =D

OKay. back to the story. once upon a time. -.-

some contestants were...off key.
some were really really _________-.-
honestly i wondered how they made it this far. sigh.
rachel lim is still the best.

ruth was awesome! =) whoo. ^^
pretty happy for her yeah.

so much more things to say. oh nvm. =D

is there smth wrong with my blog posting thing, or is it just my computer? =/

v i c k y. =DDDDDDD

i just reread the post. i'm really. random. 0.o

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guess what? i'm typing this at exactly 12am. yawn.

i'm trying to do my 200word essay. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS to finish this thing in the middle of the night, when you have to pass it up on monday? oh, and you have to do it in CHINESE.

its a living nightmare. ><

anyways. a lot of things have occured since i last posted. but the most majorly important events was
- sjoc!!
- CTs

and a lot of other stuff.
heh. for sjoc, the only thing i'm going to say is that i'll NEVER EVER wear a cheongsam for a performance again. you kinda get strangled when you lean forward. ^-^
and omg my performance was terrible. even this person, who has never heard of the song before, knows that i made mistakes. aahhhhhh. ><
oh!!! and vic tan came. which is cool. though she didn't stay after the concert was over. =(

COMMON TESTS have been terrible. seriously. how did i manage it for ct2?
i think its probably cos i didn't have sjoc or the grade 8 exam...=/

i don't know if i can get a distinction for gr8 this year. i mean, look at my common tests. especially geog. oh yes. especially geog.
and the thing is i do have high expectations of myself. and i know i'll be really really disappointed when i don't achieve it.
so i'll be happy with a merit. super, super, super happy with a distinction.
and really disappointed if i pass. though it is better than a fail.

talking about disappointments, i'm pretty disappointed with myself.
i really can't stand up to anyone. i'll feel too guilty.
but if i don't stand up to them, i just feel guilty too. -.-
so mostly i'm pretty whatever. whichever way is fine with me.
but mostly i'll stick with the not-telling. since i seriously don't want to be some tell-tale. and i like to avoid trouble.

and its this thing about avoiding trouble that makes me feel so ugh.
i let too many people push me around.
i see too many people being pushed around.
and i don't do anything about it.

good night (or is it morning).
i need to do my essay. ><

vicky.

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so many things happened...hm.

yesterday's geog was funny. =) the teacher was teaching us how to draw a cross-section of some place.

"wait girls, don't do it first, i need to show you how to do it. Once i've finished doing it, then you can do it."
"girls, you can either teach the girls who are absent how to do it, or you can ask them to see me and i'll show them how to do it."

yeah...she really said that.
me and kar yeng were trying not to laugh. ^-^
XD

chinese was also funny! =D hehehe.

handbells. annalisa didn't go cos she was running for sports day. so me and mengyu and charis thought we would be killed by mrs soo. turned out we didn't. =)
handbells was fun anyways. oh before that, since our sch ended @ 1.20, and cca started @ 3pm, so we went denise's house. =) lots of fun.


lol. you know there's this teacher that i don't like. she's scolds so sacarstically (actually, i've seen worse teachers) and sucks up to [ ]. ugh.

oh...yesterday wasn't that good either. since i was sick.
i had this headache and sorethroat and i was feeling feverish. and during handbells, my body started to ache (though that's probably due to standing for so long).
so when mrs ong dropped by to see us, and she told us to make sure we're healthy and everything, in my head i was like "yeaaaah sure...."

but i'm better now. =) execpt my sore throat got a bit worse.


the ndp song is so nice. =) just that only guys can sing it. i mean the range is so low. so girls have to sing so high.
so it means if you have a sore throat you can't actually sing it at all cos your voice is neither high nor very low. =/

omg i realised if my throat dosen't get better i'll fail my aural!

v i c k y.

aaaaahhhhh....too much things to do....

this week was...hm. idk. out of control, you could say.
i mean, there are so much things that i wanted to do. but i can't.

like, i shouldn't even be posting now.
but heh. ^-^

did you realise mon and tues were so hot? and so i thought on wed, it would be clear and sunny too...
so i can see the freaking awesome eclipse. yes, i think its freaking awesome, even though we'll only be able to see the sun being covered 10% at this location. ><

but the sun didn't appear on wed. DD=
ah. freak.


thursday was bright and sunny again (sigh)...though that's not the point.
it was the mep concert!!!!
honestly it was good. the performances were awesome. i don't think i'll ever play like that. seriously.
omg but the video was soooooooo goood.

okay...picture this.
mep students from one school play a composition.
aep students from another school are inspired by the piece, and do some animation thingy.
mep students from ANOTHER school are inspired by the clip, and compose something.
...etc.

and it is SO freaking good i tell you. especially this clip about this 2D figure becoming 3D and starts skateboarding. =D
the music, which was like panicky and stuff, became like one of those computer game theme music.
and then the clip changed to some flashing lights and signs.
the end effect was SO AWESOME.

friday. hm.
come to think of it, i am still pissed. for a variety of reasons.
i mean, if you were told the day before that you were supposed to play the whole of love story for the competition the next day, only that the only time you could learn it was on the day itself in the morning, and then you spent hours and hours on it,
only to be told that there was NO PIANO there. and the sound quality of the tape recording isn't good. so the whole song thing is abandoned altogether.
you would have a right to be disappointed too.

yeah. but now not THAT pissed. only when i think about it.

so don't ask what happened on friday kthanks.

today. nothing interesting.

go to sleep now.

v i c k y.

heyyyyy. =DDD sorry for not posting so much.
so many things to say, but now i apparently forgot. hm.

oh...for mep last week, me and mengyu were the only ones in class, since sonja was away. 0.o i wonder what happens if mengyu doesn't come for one thursday.
i would be all alone. with the teacher.
creeeeeepy.

and mep concert is coming up. =D ms tsien didn't even tell us about it until last thurs.=/ oh well.
OH and did i mention indian music is one of the hardest things i've ever learnt in music? omg its so different from western and chinese music. >< grahhh.

and on friday i had handbells! =DD
it was fun. =)
though we had to try on the handbells costume.
eh. honestly i hope no one i know saw me in it. ><
its a little bit too ugly. AND the outer coat thing is so frilly and pokey. UGH.
its really....gross.
but heh. there's practice on wed! =))

what else. hm. oh the chinese relief teacher.
he's too weird and emo.
he likes natalie too. =)
and he keeps on staring at us. like a certain history teacher that we once had.


hmmm....i wonder who that certain history teacher is? =D

speaking of him, he actually finally accepted all the mg friend requests. i think there about...14 of them? and like, it took 4 months for him to do it? -.-

i wonder what would happen if he found out that people are still talking about him. =D


on other news, mrs cheong wonders if my class is actually 'gifted' since we are content to be sponges and refuse to be stretched.
okay. o.0
and this justifies my reason why i hate geog.


okay... i should go now. ^-^

v i c k y.

yesterday i went to look for my sjoc dress. ^-^

went to takashimaya and wisma atria, desperately searching...
looked in so many shops, but i couldn't find any suitable ones
...until zara. =)
yay.
i love zara<3. =D

miss liang also recommended this other shop too...and i went there...but. omg. it looks too posh for words. and prom-y.
i saw this...interesting...dress with a nice BIG bow in front. 0.o
whoakays. anyways.

i like my dress. ^-^
now i just hope its formal enough.

whookaay...you can tell from the no. of words for me just to talk about a dress i bought to know that i don't go shopping for dresses much. or shopping.
o.0.

but yay. dress is all done. now ive to do something to my hair? and my music playing.
eek. 8 aug is getting so much closer. ><

anyways, abrsm8 is on 18 aug. i can't exactly play my songs very well...i'm not going to pass, much less get a merit. T-T
sigh.

and now i have too much work to do. gahhhhh.
the STRESSSS.

v i c k y.

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i don't know how many people read this blog. since i didn't even ask anyone to link me or anything.

maybe its better like this. =/ except i have no idea who reads this thing.

...

i wonder how much of a friend i am sometimes.

i mostly won't help unless you ask for it.
i mostly won't talk unless you start talking to me first.

and honestly, i know nobody will ever exactly know me. i don't exactly bitch about my life for everyone to hear...
even on my last time blogs, i only posted happy stuff. which is pretty fake. and really stupid. ._.
anyways, i don't think i even have much of a life. i just...drift. and follow the tides.

pretty pathetic person.


so, since no one knows me, and that i'm not outgoing/witty/has a opinion to every single thing in this world to every person i meet...so i'm a wall to people?

nice.

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this post shall be about music. hahaha.
anyways, today was the performance at level 1 of plaza sing.

yesterday, miss liang said to 'dress formally'.
and...i dressed formally. or tried to, thinking of a different kind of formal.
i didn't know it would be THAT formal. argh.

hm...so after learning lab, i went over to plaza sing. my dad was supposed to bring my performance clothes.
and then i saw churen, and then jessica and melissa...omg they were dressed so much more formally. even after i wore my performance stuff.=o
and i wasn't wearing my performnace stuff at that time...


but i guess everything went fine. ^-^
plaza sing is loud.

anyways, i also decided to break in my handbell flats today. so now i have blisters on my feet. they HURT, especially my left foot.
i don't think i knew how painful blisters were until today. sigh.

[EDIT] oh. forgot to say a lot of things.

i went out with denise to far east plaza to buy the handbell flats. REALLY FUN. =D
her mother, who went with us, was really really nice. =DD
anyways, after walking around a lot, finally found a pair. yay. =))
and i bought my father's day present too.
erm with the money my father lent me. ^-^

hm. want to see my schedule for the next few days?

wed:
2.30pm-3.30pm yamaha ind
3.30pm-5.00pm yamaha grp

thurs:
2.00pm-5.30pm handbells

fri:
2.00pm-5.30pm handbells

sat:
2.00pm-4.30pm math tuition

sun:
9.00am-12.00pm church
3.00pm-4.30pm yamaha grp

do you realise that, strangely enough, this whole week is full of stuff btwn 2pm-5.30pm? and i do have a lot of homework.
so i can't go out. ><


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omg just finish watching this thing on youtube. IT IS SO DAMN GOOD.
and the ending was so touching...i almost cried.

I LOVE IT.
(coughtoobadheisgay.)

anyways, its called doctor horrible's sing along blog.
just search it. the ending is so sad.

andandand...another one is take180. their harry potter and twilight parodies are damn funny. =DDD

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hey...i'm back. =)

so...i went to shanghai. =DD it was okay...

the hotel was SUPER AWESOME. i don't mind living there.
its just that the showering part is separated from the beds/tv with...

glass.

but there are blinds...though the switch to lower/raise it is on the OUTSIDE of the bathroom.
oh yeah, the showering area could not be locked too.
so...gross.


but other than that, I LOVE THE HOTEL. =)

we didn't do much in shanghai. oh but we went to this bargaining place.
the shopkeepers are scary when it comes to bargaining.
my mother and uncle are equally scary at bargaining. =DD
but the rest of us pretty much sucked.

my father got ripped off! hahahahaha. ok, nevermind.

yay. finally finished the singapo[re] represents thing. =)

guess what? we were trying to finish the poem before the supposed deadline (15/6, tomorrow). and we were rushing A LOT.
anyway, when i went to the website to get some stuff today...i found out that

THEY EXTENDED THE DEADLINE TO 30TH OF JUNE.

argh!!! i feel so ripped off and cheated. ><

vicky.

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YESTERDAY NIGHT WAS AWESOME!!!!

hehe. it was fun.<3


anyways. i'll be away from 8th-11th. which is from tomorrow!!
hooray. =)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANYA! =DD
you're 13!!


...
i just finished packing the stuff on my table. =DD

you really won't want to know how much stuff there was on it before. =))
when i was stacking up my books. the pile went very very very HIGH.
um...like as tall as...i don't know. =/
i didn't dare go to my table. for quite a while.

but then my mother got quite irritated with me for using her table. heh. =D

so...i feel accomplished. =)

ok. as you can see from this random post, my life is a little bit boring right now.^^
so i shall play my <3restaurant city. =DD

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hello.
i'm absolutely bored.
=DD

finished emailing berenice just now. about this really fun english (yay. its english. -.-) thing called singapore presents. and of COURSE i'm having a really nice time doing it. don't need to worry.

but the fun part is doing it with berenice. so yay. =D

but other than that, i didn't do any hw today. blegh.

today my brother went to botanic gardens. hahaha. he had no fun.
which is really sad, cause when i went with kar yeng on saturday to do give out the ISO surveys, it was quite fun. =D
we saw plantain squrriels<3 and swans. and dogs and their owners, which of course were our target.
and lots of other cool stuff. =))
anyways, he went there and i think a he grazed his arm.
which is, in a way, quite amusing because he got a bruise on his leg yesterday (or was it on tuesday?) and this thing on his forehead which he got a few days ago.

have you seen this?!?



nigahiga is AWESOME!! i like him better than fred now. =D
(actually, i don't find fred's videos funny anymore...)

haha. i will post more of nigahiga's stuff. cos its so awesome. =DDDDD

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finished linking and relinking and posting ont my other blog and everything. hooray.
now i need to do my work. awesome.

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yay. i finally stopped procrastinating...and started blogging again. =)

okay...so many things i want to say right now. hmmm.

on friday delia came and visited mgs! which is really awesome. =DDDDDDD
she went to rgs for those of you that don't know.
anyway, she wanted to stay in mgs for half an hour...
in the end she left after 4 hours. hehe. sorry delia.

she stayed so long cos we wanted to wait for natalie, who is having squash that day. thinking that it would end at 5.00, we waited....
at 5.00, we thought that it would end at 5.30, so we waited...
at 5.30, we thought that it would end at 6.00, so we waited...
-.- you get the point.

finally natalie came. sigh.
(you know, i saw her playing squash. honestly i don't get the point of running back and forth hitting, erm, balls.)

ANYWAYS, while waiting, me and delia talked. and talked. =)
really really happy. =DDDDDD


moving forward...on sunday, we had music class. =D
miss liang lectured us. yeah.
but then for melody singing and accompaniment...heh. funny. =))
we were laughing for quite a long long time. heheheh. =))

and then, after that, we went to watch much ado about nothing!
omg guess who was seated a couple of mats away from us?!?!??!?!?
SHAWN CHEN AND MICHELLE SOMETHING ANDANDAND NAT HO!
i saw them i saw them i saw them

i saw shawn chen YAWN! =o ok. that was a bit...heh.

but yes, i'm starstruck. *3*

anyways, back to the play. it was actually quite nice, considering that they were speaking a language from a long long time ago. and the little boy is so cute!!
and the ending was really nice.
i liked it. =DD

what else...hm.

I LIKE THIS BLOGSKIN. <3<3<3

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and oh. i'm pretty sad.
not supposed to say it right now.
but...it's sudden.
and i'm glad cause i still get to see her at school, but even so.
i hope you recover soon. =)

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yay. long first post.
oh! still haven't talked about handbells.
um yeah. ITS SO FUN!
i love it so much.
i'm so glad that i quit gb when i was p3 and joined this instead. =DDDDDD
haha no offense to those in gb, but...i honestly have to say i don't like it. =)
so if you're OBSESSED with it then too bad.

i love playing phantom of the opera. =)

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